i'll be there for you through it all;

2007-05-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

http://www.xanga.com/hotdatefinch
please take note and relink if you guys dont mind(:
i'm currently trying out xanga and i think its nice-er than blogger in some ways.
but i might come back:D meanwhile...take care(:

2007-05-17T19:35:00.000+08:00

today was FUN(:
since i havent posted for a LONG time i shall only post all the happy things.
haha(:erm..first crazy thing was maths, the guys were playing dota on their
lappies at the back claiming they were studying history and i was like pretending
to teach them cause i was really bored and kinda pissed off:/
--------------------------------------edit----------------------------------------
science:D i wrote kill me on a paper and passed it to gerard. he burnt it during
experiment-.- ms carter was like who burnt paper? everyone kept quiet. then i was
like WHY YOU BURN MY PAPER?! and gerard said cause the paper said kill me.
so NEXT TIME I MUST SAY THIS kill louisa quek hui lin(:

then lunch i kinda emo-ed my way through while listening to vulnerable:D
pe was really short cause it rained then mr toh said to either go to watch grade7 practise
or art room to complete art work.the guys wanted to play com. so they were like ARTROOM
then i went with them.HAHA super fun la. the all in one line with 3 computers.perry chased
me with masking tape:/ AND I SCREAMED. oh and i bullied gerard like hell:DDDD fun.
after school
i only realised at like 3.30pm that there wasnt netball.HAHA.me,christel and grace
were like dancing on the top level,cam whored a little(: then went down used the computers.
AHH THEY NEED TO LET US USE MSN MANN.ahh): then mummy picked me up
and we went to take twinkle home from the petshop.YAY

2007-05-12T18:18:00.000+08:00

i was born to tell you i love you
so the LLTC camp confirmation(:

people going

kristine
louisa
cheryl
sarah
erica
benji
calebt
jj
ivor

its gonna be AWEEESOOMMEE.
just came back from churchh.WHAHA combined today:D
funfunfun.BORAANGG.but the company was fun la!(:
JAMES KWA thanks for your letter and im sorry i didnt bring yours.
and for boxing your stomach:P

2007-05-10T19:17:00.000+08:00

nobody wanna see us together but it dont matter,no
today A LOT of things happened(: some sucked,some was okay,some rocked.
netball match with HCIS we got trashed 10-0 i just wanted to say
i'm really sorry you guys.i didnt play properly): or at least i think i didnt.but truthfully
the net was higher,and yeah i was nervous. clare could tell very well.
during school..misunderstandings and what not:/
had fun though(: at least those times when i was feeling alright-er.
after netball match was fun back in school:DDD
i kept punching gerard's abs,or at least whatever he got there la.haha(:
and erm..SORRY FOR KICKING YOUR _______ HOPE YOU'RE OKAY!
haha i feel bad about that,didnt know my aiming so good.heh
anyway,i'm really sorry about not scoring during the match okay!sorrysorry.
tomorrow gonna get our what to bring for loola list.
SHITZXZXZ,there's gonna be like kayaking and stuff.NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SWIM.
reallyreally need to!haha,i cant swim well okay.
byebye(:

2007-05-08T18:14:00.000+08:00

just do it with love,love,love,love

shitmann,i almost got injured.or close to that.
the damn horse,dunedin, went out of control:/
STUPID JASON AND IVOR LA!run away from the horse):
never think of me or EDWIN!pfft.
i want JP back.I WANT JP BACK.[jp is the other horse]

LUNCH WAS AWWESOMMEZXXZXZXZX YO.
dance dance dance DANCE.
with sexy christel and jessica.like WHOAAA.
then they had duty so hannah,annemarie,kristine and i
were like playing a full mann(: SUPER FUN.hehe.
jason videoed us,we deleted it.while trying to get his phone
qq scratched me by accident with his watch,my wrist,damn pain

netball match with hcsi on thursday confirmed(:
hope we'll do well:D
as GA,i'm scared i cant score..then i'll cry mann.
wish us luck please...ahh.

2007-05-07T16:14:00.000+08:00

share with me the blanket that you're wrapped in.
after school mrs teo ask qq to look for me i think,then i was like huh?what.
then he anyway how say she wanna scold me la.idiot! so i went up and she told us this.
we're selected to go for a combined leadership camp with sji and st pats.
venue: st patricks[ahhh.haha(:]
date: 18june-22june
stay over:/
i think the girls should be allowed to go home.CONSIDERING THERES ONLY 4GIRLS.
so tomorrow,i'm gonna ask the other girls if they want to bring that up(:

people going:
grade8
daniel
louisa[me!haha]

grade9
caleb ting
ben teo
cheryl
sarah
erica
qq
jj

DID I MISS OUT ANYONE?sorry if i did:/
whaa,tomorrow i ask mrs teo mann.IF NOT LIKE SOO WRONGG LA.
only 4girls:/

i wrote a song..(:
but i'm not done yett.i got the first verse and chorus up:D
and so i'm going to post it here..

i woke up in the morning staring out at the window
i told mummy she looked alright
i feel back into bed , just shaking my head
is this how i turned out to be

chorus
thats where i wanna go thats who i wanna be
i want you to see how i used to be
thats where i wanna go thats who i wanna be
and i want you to know you're the one for me

james i own you.

andand,TODAY RECESS WAS FUN AGAIN.

SEXY CHRISTEL,SEXY JESSICA,SEXY EVERYBODY(:

but me.HAHA:DDD

2007-05-06T14:57:00.000+08:00

you and i collide
today went to church(: helped out with children's liturgy.
saw the gay guy, was with anne in church. then sung gospel acclamation.
i got my letter and chocolate after church,chocolate damn nice:DD
haha!

time magazine aint only boringg newss.
i read TIME and i dont ever usually do that mann.BUT since yesterday
i'm getting the hang of it(: read about Vtech yesterday and just now i read
about future 21st century stylee and there are NICENICE stuff in it
mann:DDD i'm going to list out some of the stuff i like!

hermes kelly flat bag ----- about 7000 dollars
chanel J12 watch ------ 4500 dollars
Virginia clutch by Lisa Kingsley ---- not stated
dkny active ramble runner ------ 96 dollars

nice stuff mann:DDD

I'M SORRYYY.WILL YOU FORGIVE ME?

2007-05-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

your smile makes me see clearly.
surrrvvvivorrrr YAYYE. its okay la(: watched it last night
i only like the games cause their games are like awesomeezxzzxz yo.
then i had to call that idiot:P but in the end i put down then i went to
sleep:DDD woke up and my mummy ordered mcdelivery for ME
and then i went to do science and i was listening to my ipod.
KORKOR, i want ipod speakers(:

today i've got church,i cant wait for tomorrow:DDDDDDD
csi supreme sundayyee. but i've got dinner with
my relatives cause its my ama and ahkong the birthday(:
yayy.thankew grace(: she helped me make the xanga skin,its
damn nice la! but i think i'll stick to blogger for now cause i dont
really know xanga properly:/ its okay.

going off now:D byebye.

2007-05-04T17:32:00.000+08:00

5 days once in a life time, 5 nights too good to be truee(:
patrick nuo is SEXYLICIOUS!omg.germann
and i only found out like what? TODAY! thanks to benita:D
my ipod batt was like almost deadd.so i borrowed hers for pe.
and then i saw 5days to i listened to it.AND HERS HAD A PIC OF HIM.
the whole like 15mins before running i was like OMGOMGOMG patrick nuo is hawwt.
heh(: he is okayokayokay.and i told gerard that patricknuo is on my room service list
tonight.LOLLL.that was retarded(:

recess was FUNNNN.
went to laselle room and mimic-ed the grade9 dancing.
so fun:DDDD heh. jessica dances so damndamndamn well!!
christel also(:
okay i feel like dancing now:P hahahahaha okay.im.high.

2007-05-03T20:36:00.000+08:00

new york double fudge chunk(:
is DAMN DAMN DAMN nice!
today was really tiring till i fell asleep when i rested on my bed.
helped the guys buy bubble tea after school today
me , nicole , rebecca(:
caleb got the free cup.HAHA.sorry tim cause we forgot your straw.
then played in school,jiayi's daddy sent me home.THANKEW(:
had fun today:DD

2007-05-02T18:59:00.000+08:00

to think that our own,is worst.
i dont think anyone out there will understand what is above.
but yeah,seriously mann. you can go and hate anyone you want.
you can dislike me for all i freaking care.BUT WHAT THE HELL
wake up la,you think you're that good?i mean i aint good at all.
but living in self denial is just pure freakshit. so wake up la you ppl.

anyway was on the phone with james just now,retarded guy on the phone.
singing his songs, talking about random stuff mann.and telling me about
what he and his friends talked about.HAHA.then qq called me so i talked to
him then my mum came back so i had to put down the fone on him.SORRY):
so yeah i'm not really in the mood now but i've gotta say this(:

recess was damndamn fun with hannah and nicole(:
hannah what we did was like
AWESOME,yo!(:
love ya hunny.

2007-05-01T18:12:00.000+08:00

the boat was like the sexx.
omg,today my mum brought me to sentosa cove
one degree fifteen(: she's a member there and i
just found out.wth,anyway today is like the first day
of opening,NOT GRAND OPENING,just opening:D
and we went onto uncle arthur's boat.WHAT THE FREAK.
is damn nice,freaking big,freakin HOTHOTHOT(:WHAAA.
had lunch at the bistro,damn good the food:DD

home
mug,study,mug,study.
watched madagascar, studied again.
then im now online and watching teeveee:D

2007-04-30T19:50:00.000+08:00

oh damn,IT WAS THE BOMB YO.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEF AND MELVIN(:

after school went to meet stefanie and douby gaut.

annemarie and i took forever to get out of school la!

then at the busstop patrick and gabriel kept tricking

us on which bus can take which bus cannot take mann.so

we got to the station hurry rush to meet stef le(: and we were

like on the same train!!HAHAH.so we went to pepper lunch and

shared one steak thingy, then walked around and crapped about.

reached plaza singapura, went carefour, found fbt shorts but then

annie didnt get them.so we headed to yamaha, i bought a pick yayy.

we ate at swensons and camwhored like madd.so funn(:

then i was like looking for stupid james cause he was somewhere there

and he said go meet him.but he was on the phone so i couldnt get through.

WHAA.i called him like 101 times mann.stupid guy in the end i gave up then

go to the bus stop then he called me.HAHA.so in the end i took bus wif him.

IDIOT I OWN YOU OKAY.poke you also squirm.

i had loaddds of fun todayye ,yo(:

got my letter from james,its retarded.

AND i gave him his letter.tsk.

2007-04-29T16:55:00.000+08:00

POSE FOR THE CAMERA!(:
woke up at 8.15am today, had to be in church at 8.45am
but i didnt really freak out la cause i stay quite near church:D
mummy sent me to church cause it was drizzling and when
i reached church i saw anne and sam[: then anne when toilet.
so i was with sam, then anne came back BUT steph and belle
not there yet.WHAA,four of us were suppose to discuss at like 8.45am.
then at 9.05 aunty helen sent us the laptop and projector(: THANKEW!
steph went to cat class with the talkatives and anne and i went to 7-11
to grab my breakfast:D went to canteen to plan what to say, WE FREAKED
OUT CAUSE THE THING WOULDNT WORK.then anne went to call
annabell and steph.found out we opened the wrong one:/ HAA.
in the end we presented(: not bad lur.BUT NO ONE TURNED UP FOR CL.
wth:// FINE LA.SO MEAN.heh its okay(:

came home
CSI!!what i do every sunday afternoon[most of the time]
CSI SUPREME SUNDAY IS LOVEEE.cause its like NICCE
AT HOME BOREDD NOW): HAVENT MEMORISED CHINESE.SHIT
cant be bothered lah.so siann:XX

2007-04-28T23:34:00.000+08:00

SPECIAL SHOUTOUT TO THESE DARLZ
stefanie my darling bestie!(: WO AI NI DARLING[30april]
melvin the crazzy dude!(: TAKE CARE [30 april]
caleb lim my promise buddy!(: HEYA XIEXIE NI [4may]
huixin MY BEST COUSIN!(: hey babe love ya[16may]
erica sexy!(: you're like my twin gurl.loveloads[28may]

did i leave out anyone?(:

2007-04-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

please tell me that i aint the only one whose vulnerable.

CROSSROADis damn nice:DDD
when to church,nicole had not arrived yet so i went to fr's house
saw rachel,illiana,sam and chris there.went to hang with them
then soon nicolee camee:D then we went seven eleven AND I SAT
ON THE FLOOR.WHEEEEE.okay i only had 2bucks to spend la.
so yep:Dbought green tea and polo sweett.then hanged around.
FINALLY took pictures with illi babe(: then went to class.quite fun
todayy.I WAS FREEZING MANN.then had children's liturgy.
ANNE so sorry!!! tomorrow we'll be talking to the sec4s about
childrens liturgy. COME AND JOIN!! after mass i saw james in his
tennis outfit with a towel around his neck cause he came from tennis camp.
HAHAHAHHA.i keep laughing la.SORRY JAMES,I KNOW YOU'RE GONNA
KILL ME:// then this stupid michael go dao me never say hello,i sms him he
never reply.BISHBISH.then he came online he dare tell me he dao my sms.
so meann pfffft.he said that jared made him laugh during the gospel reading until
the candle thingy vibrated and father chris looked at him.heh.HE LUCKY HE NVR
KANA BUSTED LA.
okay i'm ending here!(: today was damn fun:DDDD

2007-04-28T14:28:00.000+08:00

omg,this is retarded YO.
1.go to google maps.
2.press get directions
3. from new york
4.to paris
5.read no. #24
got this off grace's blog and got a hell of a laugh damn.

going to church later:D cant wait to see all my darlings again.
meeting nicole at 3.15pm at father's house,just got off the phone
with her(: watching a movie on channel 5 now.its cool
its gonna be mevlin's birthday on monday
so i decided to give a shhouttouuuttt:D
hey melvin![: HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDDDEEE.
i really enjoyed those small chats we had.
and those retarded laughs. for adding me on friendster
so that i could find a friend in YOU![:
hope you'll have a fabbb fourtteeen.
LOVE LOUISAA.((:

2007-04-27T17:01:00.000+08:00

you're damn sexy,yo

today after school i was nice and called james
he was on the bus to school,whahaha he went to queensway
to restring his BROTHER'S tennis racket for his camp.and he
got NEW TENNIS SHOES.like NO FAIR): nevermind!
then chatchatchat until i got to the busstop and saw
widya:D so i put down the fone on JAMES.sorry!:/then her bus
came so i called COURTNEY and WHAT I THOUGHT
HAPPENED HAPPENED(: so what i heard was right la! hurr.
got on the bus and continued talking till i got home and it was pouring
so i put down the fone first then called her back wehn i got home:DD
I MISS COURTNEY MANN.pfft.

i love you honey.

-------------EDITED----------------------

just finished guitar(: relearnt love me by collin raye and
25mins too late by michael learns to rock. CAUSE I FORGOT
AND I WANNA PERFECT IT:DD but my fingers are really pain now.
i'm not kidding mann:/its okayy.i lovee guitar.AND I CHANGED MY
STRINGS.now its like damn nice.HAHA(:
probably gonna have to talk to the sec4s in church this sunday about
CHILDREN'S LITURGY. come and join!!:DD anne,annabelle and steph
are like working hardd at the presentation here.AND IM LIKE HERE AT HOME
NOT DOING ANYTHING.wtff): I FEEL SUCKISH.SORRY SORRY SORRY

current mood:[happy(:]

current music:[vulnerable by secondhand serenade]

IM LOOKING FOR 25MINS TOO LATE BY MLTR!!!:DDD

2007-04-25T19:10:00.000+08:00

havent posted in a longg time
sorry! i've been really busy lately mann:/its like
tomorrow i've got geography test and on friday
i've got maths test.and i still have like netball tomorrow
and all.AHHH FREAK.now im like studying geography...
later i'm gonna try to do some history mann.DUDE,I'VE GOTTA
DO LIKE A NEWSPAPER WITH LIKE DUNNO HOW MANY ARTICLES
MANN.WTF): and my tagboard is effed up.anyone knows how to help me
please tell me!(:
haiz, life's GOOD.but then got so much to do.
this is on my current to do list.

TO DO LIST
-GEOGRAPHY REVISION
-MATHS REVISION
-history newspaper
-arts sculpture with clare

that much:/ I NEED HELP!

LOUISAA.

2007-04-21T22:47:00.000+08:00

our outing todayye.it rockkedd(: whee!
the darling girls taking pictures in the arcade:DDD sam's tying her hair at the back!
OUR ICECREAMM.damn shiok!(: I LOVE THE CHOCOLATE CHEWY ONE.hehe
BOONIE WEARING CHLOE'S BELT.

today's outing was DAMN FINE.super fun la!(:

met nicole at kcp busstop then took bus to kc/st pats busstop.

saw joel there:Dhe wasnt joining us but he waited for us there

SO NICE MY DARLING KOR![:sam was also there:DD

we tickled and bullied him then cheri darling came.and we sprayed

him with female deodarant.YAY!hurhur.

then chris came and then joel had to leave.sam chased him then he had

to DASH ALL THE WAY BACK TO THE BUS STOP to catch the bus.

we headed to pp in the bus.then chris and sam were singing MIKA by

grace kelly.DAMN RETARDED LA!haha.so then we wanted to eat at

pastamania but it was super full:/so we ate at KFC.then we all went arcade

to hide from boon.then he asked us where we were and we said TOP20 bra

section.and he really went there.hehe.but in the end we found him la.

and we ate at swensons.ICE CREAM.damn nice!! YAY.

so we walked around and then we wanted to tickle boon and he walked in front

then later got this small boy running behind him and he thought it was nicole

THEN HE STARTED RUNNING?!hahah we laughed our ass off mann.

we went to the arcade and took neoprints then played basketball and airhockey.

by that time we were kinda late for cat class so we hurry rushed off.

and thank god we werent damn late.we all reached church kinda sweaty:/

I LOVED OUR OUTING(: haha.boon i hugged you already!do i owe you anymore?

and then during cat class was smsing james,he asked me go outside to tok to him.

then me and nicole just went toilet so like cant la.but then we had a break like damn

soon so i went out and he was there.HE NEVER BRING MY CHOCOLATE):

pfft.and then i nvr hug him cause he was sweaty.HAHAHAHHA.

ILOVETODAYYE(:

and thanks cheri!our talk rocked.

I LOVE MY FIANCE

I LOVE MY WIFEY

I LOVE MY JULIET

2007-04-19T22:07:00.000+08:00

i guess today we did improve.
hey(: today was much better i suppose.
except for the early morning.yeah..sent mummy
off to the airport.I MISS HER ALREADY.
and im freaking tired now cause i had pe and netball.
tomorrow i have pe AGAIN.ahhh!shit.
who cares,anyway today mr toh showed us some nike
stuff that he is taking orders for during lunch.
SHOULD I GET A BASKETBALL OR NETBALL?!
i dont know): hope tomorrow will be better:DD
thankew james,boon,erica,hannah,courtney,ben
for trying to cheer me up and telling me that i wont be a loner.
i feel lovedd.THANKS YOU GUYS(:
boon is damn funny,he said he'll call me at 9pm but he called at
9.30pm and then i was like i bet you'll sleep before me though
im freaking tired.AND IM RIGHT.lousy boon:P haha! joking
now i owe james and boon hugs.
netball today was fine(: JUST THAT THE STUPID WOMAN
DROVE US UP THE DAMN WALL.like wtf mann.keep blaming
maria and clare.ITS NOT THEIR FREAKING FAULT,as the
teacher you should be responsible right?!and like now we CANT
wear coloured sports bra AT ALL.we cant even change into them
just for pe and netball.wtfwtfwtf.THIS IS LIKE SOO MUCH WORSE
THAN IJ PWLEASE.pfft.

i hope that things will remain this way,or improve.
its not fun being all alone.

2007-04-18T16:35:00.000+08:00

whee.congrats 8JTO(:
you guys won the teeball match!YAY.
today was okay.
didnt really talk much in school..for some reasons.
yeah.

gonna have tuition soon and i dun look forward to it
AT ALL.i wanna sleep)=

i dont know why i dont really feel like posting today.
ahh!so srry!! i'll try to post longer soon:DDDD

LOUISAA.

2007-04-17T18:52:00.000+08:00

every waking day you take my breath away.
rda was okay today:DDDdunedin i swear is damn hard to control and SCARY.
school was fine i guess(:

you can go around and call me a bitch.
getting angry at something so minor.
and then giving the fucking black face.
i mean like what the fuck?you think you own the world?
like seriously la.WHAT IS YOUR FREAKING PROBLEM?!
forget it.
i cant be bothered with you.

anyway,today was fine(= overall.
HAHA.and i didnt go get my free ben and jerry's.
too lazy luh:/

2007-04-16T21:46:00.000+08:00

this is like the coolest.

imagine your name on someone's house wall(: MINE'S THERE

that's like boon's house wall.yesterday sam,illi and chris went to

boon's house and they did that!AHH i should have gone)=

anyway, i feel honoured!!:DD

right now im feeling muchmuch better!haha.thank god mann.

THANKS TO JAMES , BOON AND MELVIN FOR TRYING.

haha(:i've completed the freaking science project which i ought

to kill ms carter for.IM LISTENING TO 987FM NOW(:its like

making me feel so much better.haha

lovelove:DD

2007-04-16T16:30:00.000+08:00

yayy!school's back(:
i missed school, and all of my darlings.and now we're all back together!

yinlaoshi damn bad la.she went to take away clare's wallet just cause i went
to look at the billy bombers voucher and its like not as if she's explaining.
pfft.then she went to take clare's homework diary somemore.F**K YOU!
and then i told clare,she might just take away your billybombers voucher lor.
SHE TOLD ME TO REPRINT MY HOLIDAY HOMEWORK OKAY.just cause
she didnt say that it should have double spacing and what crap.omg, i was freaking
pissed la.anyway i printed it and added the picture that james found for me the other
time,so she better be pleased or i'll be really pissed.

mr anandraj's wife gave birth to a baby GIRL(:
congrats!we were supposed to have something like free period during english
today since he wasnt in school,and of all teachers to do the relief we get ms
carter.like WTF?!so we couldnt talk at all,and had to do some funny work
which i dont think she knew exactly much about what we were supposed to do.
then doctor underwood came in for the second half,and we like so totally relaxed la.

and poor gregory fell and hit his head on the bball court,it bled.
they had to call ambulance to bring him to the hospital.was talking to kristine just
now,she said that he's home already and they kinda glued the skin back together?
yeapyeap:D really glad that he's fine.
anyway i've gotta continue doing my work.so i'll update tmr i think.

free ben and jerry's tomorrow:DD

2007-04-15T17:49:00.000+08:00

OMG.im so happy:DDDD
i finished studying science!(: and i finished all my homework.
and stefanie made this lovely skin for me![:
its da bomb okay!i think she's the best blogskinner:DDD.

ANYWAY
tuesday is free cone of ben and jerry's day!
ahh, i want to go and get free
CHOCOLATE CHIP COOKIE DOUGH
i want i want i want i want[:

gosh,i havent gone for tennis training in like 5weeks:/
boy.i'm damndamndamn rusty:XXXX I THINK.
and just now in church i didnt hug boon cause my mum was like
there and i was afraid she'll start nagging.but i dun care next time le.
HAHA.so now i owe boon loads of hugs.james one HUG HUG-.-

please dont think of yourself that way okay?
i'll always be there for you:D and you know that!
cheer up((:BOOB:P

2007-04-15T15:22:00.000+08:00

the footprints story; he will carry you.

one day, a man dreamt of him and the lord walking along a beautiful beach.

and in the horizon his life flashed to him.and every slide of the flashback

the lord and him would be walking on the beach with two pairs of footprints.

then, those times where he was facing a lot of problems and felt like he could

not go on.the man noticed that there was only one pair of foot prints on the sand

[like the picture above]he asked the lord.in my most needy times and troubled times

why did you leave me? the lord answered.i have never left your side my child and i would

never leave you.it was during those times that i carried you.

amazing story huh?it was told during childrens liturgy this week.

really touching and i loved it(:

2007-04-14T19:54:00.000+08:00

why did you have do look so fine?
i guess the feeling is slowly but steady going away.
you just look so damn fine, the ultimate eyecandy(:
i've learnt to slowly let you go, what we shared was amazing.
and i'm sure i'll never ever forget it.even if you do.

anyway moving on to another topic:D
woke up at around 10am today.watched tv and studied
science.mum finally came home.she bought frappocino
and a hotdogroll for me.it was my brunch.nicole came over
at 2.30 and we had loads of fun before heading to church for
con class:D saw all the babes.
cheri;illiana;chloe;rachel;samy;CHRIS[gosh he's a babe:/]
haha! joking.con class was wayy boring.AND IT WAS SUPPOSED
TO BE FREAKING INFORMAL.and like so sian la.we got our
con camp form.hope nicole ,bong and danica can come:DDDD
went for children's liturgy, wasnt able to go for mass cause mum
had to go to sentosa.so now im at home watching bring it on(:
its not bad.but i think bring it on all or nothing is wayy better.heh
wonder if not following mummy to sentosa was a mistake:/anyway
i can do much about it.im homebound(:

okay.im ending here.
havent finished studying science yet:XX

omg.james kwa is coming for our con class camp?!
AHH.he's gonna fill the guys minds with so much kinky stuff.
he wanted me to put his name here.but anyway im being nice la.
so yeah HE OWES ME SOME CHOCOLATES MANN!!
heh.anyway okay i'll stop here bah.
he's using valerie's phone to sms la.tsk.

2007-04-13T10:12:00.000+08:00

you've hit the nail on the head.
yesterday,i went out in the stupid rain to take mrt
to meet mummy at marina(:AND THEN i was freaking out
cause i thought that my ezlink card would have NO money
but in the end there was like $1.30 left.so korkor is gonna help
me top it up:Dso i reached cityhall and i walked briskly to mum's
office.where she took like forever to come down again.haha.so
we went to get the tickets for meet the robinsons.and headed
for waraku for DINNER(:after dinner headed to the cinema and i
bought a tote bag from INK[: its nice,kinda big BUT REALLY NICE.
really glad:D

you've gotta watch that show,yo
[boon's yo s are getting to me]
its da bomb:Dat least for ME!really nice show okay.
and its hilarious and yet touching((: im happy that
i watched that show.THE DINOSAUR IS CUTEEE.
'i've got a big head , and little arms :D'
but there's a line that i took home from the movie and
it really means a lot to me..
keep moving forward and dont tie yourself
down to the past.

2007-04-12T10:39:00.000+08:00

damn,you've got me high.
last night,i messaged hannah sexy till like 2am:D
it was fun mann!and now both of us are feeling better[IHOPE!]
like yeah,what we've discussed was really REALLY true.
sooo,hannah.we'll learn from this together okay![:
so our last sms was around like 1.55am?and i was plugged in to my
ipod nano.listening to my fav songs.really helps the mood.just that
some songs,the words are probably a BIT too meaningful.anyway,
i managed to fall asleep quite fast although like at 1.55am i though i
wouldn't be falling alseep anytime soon.heh:D unpredictable mind of
a damned teenager(:

TODAY
stay at home for practically the whole day.
meet mummy at marina later?
[WATCH MEET THE ROBINSONS]
study for stupid science test.PFFT.

anyway,i'm happy that i've completed like EVERYTHING except
studying for that damn science test.AHH.i better study harder
cause i missed a lot of the chapters thanks to me getting sick:/

oh yeah,just now was smsing chris and he told me he wanted boobs
cause he said that they were interesting.haha!super funny la.imagine
chris with boobs mann,OKAY CANT IMAGINE!i think he should just
leave the having boobs part to cheri mann:DDDD
I LOVE YOU TWO!
sometimes what hurts the most isnt actually getting injured.but what people
are doing to you.you wont know how i feel,until you actually go through it.
PUT YOU IN MY SHOES.

2007-04-11T18:54:00.000+08:00

i'm glad i aint alone in this world(:
thanks erica and chloe!
i'm really really glad that i have you girls around.
we like share the same experiences and all.and its really
comforting to know that i aint alone and that i can count on you
girls.AND ALL THE OTHER BABES:D
this morning i chatting with erica on the phone,and it was great.
cause we really just poured our hearts out and we just comforted
each other.DAMNIT.erica i swear that we are like sharing the same
life mann.hehe.nevermind we've got each other's backs no matter what(:
chatted online with chloe just before tuition.had some fun.crapped.
and yeah,thanks chloe for like assuring me that i aint alone!:D
i know i've repeated that a lot of times but its true.it makes you feel
muchmuch better.and pouring out to those two darlings,IM BETTER.
thats why joelkorkor said that i seemed really happy.hehe(:

well,sometimes you dont know how much i feel left out. i could be surrounded by all of you and i feel like an idiot. you guys wont understand.

2007-04-10T20:59:00.000+08:00

back here by BB Mak.
Baby set me free From this misery
I cant take it no more
Since you ran away, Nothings been the same
dont know what i'm livin for
Here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do
Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i can't.... let you go
So i told you lies, Even made you cry
Baby i was so wrong.
Girl i promise you, Now my love is true
This is where my heart belongs
'Cause here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do
Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i can't.... let you go
And i wonder...
Are you thinkin of me?
'Cause i'm thinkin of you.
And i wonder...
Are you ever comin back in my life?
'Cause here i am, so alone
and there's nothing in this world i can do...
Untill you're back here baby
Miss you, want you, need you so
Untill you're back here baby yeh
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i cant...
Untill you're back here baby....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....
There's a feelin inside, I want you to know
You are the one and i cant...
Untill you're back here baby....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby.... yeh
Untill you're back here baby ....
Untill you're back here baby ....

2007-04-10T19:59:00.000+08:00

we were having fun at popular(: hahahha.ILOVEJIAYI.ANDLOUISAA.duh.hehe
eeyer!i look so funny:/US IN THE MRT!my mummy looks damn prettaye.

hannah babe and i at pepper lunch with jason trying to cook his beef:P
todayye had rda(:and i met hannah,then went back wif jiayi!
left house at 12.15pm and hannah was already on the mrt to meet me lah!i felt damn bad:/
then i hurried to meet her at eunos and we headed for novena:Djason thought he was just
meeting hannah,and i was the 'surprise'heh.damn funny.anyway he came to find us at MPH.
where we were reading starsigns and having a picnic mann:DDD
then we ate at pepper lunch.ITS DAMN GOOD(: then followed jason to get his bubble tea.
walked to the bus stop to take bus to rda.jason asked me and hannah to go first.
later he came to rda to find us-.-so funny la!
so had rda.THE DAMN HORSE BIT MY HIP LA.WTF):but im okay,thank god.
after rda,we stayed behind and chatted for a long time.then clare,maria,antonia,jiayi and i
walked out together then clare's parents came and maria went to take bus.so three of us
walked to toapayoh then tonia went home and me and jiayi took the mrt home.
dropped by popular!:DDDDso fun la!hahaha.
thanks to those who really made my day and tried to make me smile(:
i'm smiling for you babes!:DDDD.

2007-04-10T09:50:00.000+08:00

cinderella by tata young.
When I was just a little girl
My momma used to tuck me into bed and she read me a story
It always was about a Princess in distress
And how a guy would save her and end up with the glory
I'd lie in bed and think about the person that I wanted to be
Then one day I realized the fairy tale life wasn't for me
(Chorus)
I don't wanna be like Cinderella
Sittin' in a dark old dusty cellar
Waiting for somebody, to come and set me free
I don't wanna be like Snow White waiting
For a handsome prince to come and save me
On a horse of white, unless we're riding side by side
Don't want to depend on no one else
I'd rather rescue myself
Someday I'm gonna find someone who wants my soul, heart and mind
Who's not afraid to show that he loves me
Somebody who will understand I'm happy just the way I am
Don't need nobody taking care of me
I will be there for him just as long as he will be there for me
When I give myself then it has got to be an equal thing
(Chorus)
I can slay my own dragon
I can dream my own dreams
My knight in shining armour is me
So I'm gonna set me free
(Chorus)

will you ever know how much i love you?
or would ignorance just be the play?
my heart yearns for you and my mind tells me to turn the other way.
forget it.if you ever read this.and you know who you are...i think?haha.
ILOVEYOU AND I REGRET OUR OR RATHER MY BIG MISTAKE.
and if you ever change your mind.please tell me.okay?(:

this maynot be the day that i get set free fromm this....

2007-04-09T18:05:00.000+08:00

i fucking love courtney a lot.

and nicoletan and cheri:D

today i went out with courtney dear(:

i met her at ijtp and saw angie,wenjin and loads of other people:DD

AND IM TALLER THAN COURTNEY HEHE.

we went to heeren,wisma,taka and wheellock(:

we had so much fun and were camwhoring like nuts.hurhur.

and i got SIZE 14 IS NOT FAT EITHER!BY MEG CABOT.

anyway,i've gotta thank nicole,cheri and courtney loads.

cause they've really helped me during this time:D

girls really rock together!!(:

i love you guys a lot!:DDDDD

2007-04-09T09:33:00.000+08:00

you did your very best,but i had to crush the rest.
that wasnt random.it just had to be there.for a meaning.

cry by mandy moore.
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
It lasted forever
And ended so soon (yea)
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
It was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (cryyy..)
The moment that I saw you cry
It was late in September
And I've seen you before (and you were)
You were always the cold one
But I was never that sure...
You were all by yourself
Staring up at a dark gray sky
I was changed
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (deep inside)
Was there that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry
I wanted to hold you
I wanted to make it go away
I wanted to know you
I wanted to make your everything, all right
I'll always remember
It was late afternoon
In places no one will find
In places no one will find
All your feelings so deep inside (Forever was in your eyes)
It was now that I realized
That forever was in your eyes
The moment I saw you cry (Baby cry)
The moment that I saw you cry (oh, no, no..)
I think I saw you cry
The moment I saw you cry
(Fade out)
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you
I wanted to know you

i dont know who will really understand this post.but if you do.
im okay!(:
its just that i guess i woke up on the wrong side of bed.
BUT I AINT CRANKY.its something else!hahha.:D
thanks guys i love you all!

2007-04-08T16:02:00.000+08:00

you just gotta love easter.
cause it just keeps getting better(:
i like slept at 2 yesterday.SORRY TO THOSE PEOPLE WHOM I DIDNT REPLY THEIR MESSAGES:/and i got forced out of bed by my mummy at like 7.54am when annabelle
called me.):pfft.i need my sleep okay!then instead of immediately going to wash up i started
replying all the smses.hurhur.except james cause i was supposed to wake him up and if i replied him and he did wake up i would be dead for waking him up too early.AGAIN.whahahah
so then went to pick annabelle up then headed to jago close for breakky with the liturgists.
headed to sea avenue, had to move stuff to the canteen.saw joel korkor.CANNOT POKE HIM LA.cause i was like carrying a table with anne.HMPH.so i dont care then we headed up.
and we had to go to church to pray cause the adoration room was closed.then we went back
to canteen to practise singing.WTH.its so taxing la..pfft.then we went to church to get the final
blessing from 9.15am mass.and went back to the canteen AGAIN.and practiced AGAIN.
then go for 11.15am mass.sat at the back then rushed to the canteen.
GOD ROCKS MANN.we did well for singing!:DDDDyay! hehe.then went for mass.OHGOSH.
mass was damn funny la.suddenly aunty pensy was like.eh that guy there quite good looking.
and then me and annabel CHANG starting looking for that guy.annabel thinks he's cute so does
annabelle.BUT I DONT THINK HE'S CUTE LEH.then later after mass they took a closer look
NOT CUTE WHAT.hahaha.so after mass i was carrying bridget,then saw boon then he was like
hello.and waved at her.then she waved back.SO CUTE LAH.then saw illi,sam and rachel outside.
OH YEAH.and i shouted at james 'eh go shave your moustache la!' then he was like NEVER!
wth.anyway, came home ate lunch,watched CSI(:i love that show.then i slept for like 30mins.
cause i was like freaking tired.so now IM HERE!:DDD
ALLELUIA!CHRIST IS RISEN:DDD

2007-04-08T00:04:00.000+08:00

retardation during children's liturgy of the light:DDDD.THE READERS ROCK!heh.
SMILES SMILES.LOVESLOVES.muacks!

JIEJIESHIREEN IN THE CENTRE!SHE LOOKS THE YOUNGEST.AND THE PRETTIEST!HAHAHA SHE WANTS TO BE THAT WAY!(:
mummy darling and i(:I LOVE YOU MUMMY!HAHA.

easter's gotta be one of the rawkkin hardest times in your life WHAT HAPPENED AFTER MASS WAS DAMN FUN!

i was looking for cheri darling after mass.i was on the way out then i saw james and cause he sent me and sms saying that the fire wouldnt start.i teased him about it:DDyep.then saw michael but i couldnt poke him cause his mum was there.so i went out but then cheri called and asked me to go back in so i did.this time i poked michael(:ACHIEVEMENT.heh.then went to the choir and i chatted with illi,sam,boon,chris,cheri:DSO YEAH.then we walked out and illi and sam had to go):so it was just me and cheri.we were like hanging around.then joel came and i poked him(:but then he had to go lur:/then the servers were going inside to take photos so yeah cheri and i went in to see them.LAWL.i swear they created an earthquake with all that jumping.OH YEAH AND THE PRESIDENT.HE BROKE THE LOCK ON THE DOOR.damn is the uncle gonna be pissed or what.haha!good luck guys!james kwa walked towards me and cheri and he was like zipping his pants and he was like ' i didnt realise i didnt zip my pants?!' then cheri was like lol! of all people he tell us.WHAHAHHAHA.then cheri they all went out for supper so i went home):nevermind!i'll see most of them tomorrow tooo!!!hehehehehe.im happy.im high.thanks to a lot a lot of people.I LOVE EASTER.

and obviously.the contest with me and james seeing who could stay up later.at first i was afraid he would beat me.BUT I WON.haha after i sent him the second sms after he went offline,he didnt reply(: and i stayed up all the way till 1am.I OWN JAMES.:PPPyay!

2007-04-06T22:03:00.000+08:00

liturgy of the light tomorrow!
easter vigil:DDDD
i've gotta go to church in the afternoon for the children's liturgy
of the light.then come home.rest and wash up for easter vigil.
this year there is gonna be so little people getting baptised.
anyway, i feel like posting about some people and giving shoutouts.
courtney:hey sexy!BFFs until eternity.you've been there ever since the
start of last year and even though now we're in different schools i always know
that i can count on you and you've never let me down.ILOVEYOU.

and the rest i can er..forget about it:D
haha sorry im lazy!
anyway today i was smsing james kwa and because last night he stayed up
till like 4am and I woke him up this morning with my latelate reply to him.
haha.james kwa fell asleep twice while smsing me cause he was really tired.
and james kwa is the blur sotong head bull!hahha
he keep calling me sotong and i aint a sotong!pffft.
anyway he's NICE AND BLUR.haha.a chap who thinks he's sexy.
AND HE LOOKS BETTER WITH HIS SHORT HAIR PWLEASE.
the pyramid hairstyle was wayy eww:DBELIEVE ME JAMES!

anyway.I LOVE ALL YOU SEXY PEOPLE OUT THERE!
HAHA.AND I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU GUYS SOON(:

2007-04-06T17:26:00.000+08:00

goodfriday.'lord i lift up my spirit'
last night during the personal reflection all the way to midnight.
i dont know,i reflected through my whole year so far.
i've realised that i've made many mistakes and god has been
saving me from them.i really owe him loads.its like i knelt there for
45mins,reflecting.singing the songs the choir was singing.
i've got holidays the whole of next week:DDD
homework:
english
newspaper article.
Private Peaceful---The yellow aeroplane incident.
proper newspaper.punchy catchy headline
formal,descriptive,past tense
informative.due 16 april.
chinese
1.family's food habits.[350words]i dunno how im gonna write so much:/
2.read chinese papers and write the main information[200words]
3.read your work to your classmates when school opens.
maths
exercise 7b.
8,9,12,17,18,21
catch up for the work missed when i was sick.
copy out the work from maths ex book.
science
STUDY FOR SCIENCE TEST.

SHIT.so much homework.
and i wanna go to hongkong to visit my korkor):
okay nevermind i'm gonna start doing my work tonight.
i dont care.i must finish it.
pffft.
I LOVE JESUS.

2007-04-05T21:44:00.000+08:00

last supper..passover meal
today,the lord jesus has the last supper with his disciples.
judas leaves the table and simon peter says that he will always be faithful.
but in the end,judas betrayed jesus and simon peter disowned jesus three times
before the cock crowed.doesnt that signify something?
jesus has done so much for us and we always take him for granted.
this holy week,take time to reflect on what we've done and sacrificed for god.

anyway, i've got the clothes that i'm going for easter vigil:DD
and i cut my hair!i like it now.haha.
my mum is rushing me to go for the church vigil thing now.
i gotta go):
post tomorrow!
good friday...

2007-04-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

HELLYEAH.
i dont know why some people think they're so big
and go around spoiling other people's moods and everything.
if you want to talk or tease about other people KEEP IT TO YOURSELF.
and yeah, you're just hurting someone a lot and you dont know it.
being someone who thinks that the world revolves around you.
and someone who is suppose to be very important to you is being hurt.
anyway.moving away from anti climax!
we lost):but thats okayy.we did our best okay.
NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS SAY.
win together, lose together.TEAMMATES.
thats what we are for.to support one another even if we lose.
or fail.AND NOT GO PUTTING OTHERS DOWN.
anyway i'm going to anne's house later for singing practice.
wish my throat luck.haha.:DD

i think you are a bastard.cause you just care about yourself.
maybe you need a talk with a counsellor.get yourself straight.
hellyeah i'm a motherfucking princess:D

2007-04-03T16:20:00.000+08:00

wheeeeeeeee!i'm back to school.

i've never been that excited to go back to school.

BUT TODAY,I COULDNT WAIT.i lovee school(:

i lovee all my darlings:Dget to see everyone!

we've got a new student in class(:YAY!

i think that i was spastic the whole day.

hurhur.probably got the spastic bug or something:/

during english,we had to do the order thing.we finished it

so fast.and me and rebecca started scolding jonathon pong and

perry started kicking him.we all laughed like nuts!:D

duringg chinese,it was wayyy funn.

we ate kueh lapis and the colourful kueh:DDlao shi so nice!

but we had to read on it la,worth it though.

during...RME.

i swear it was retardation!but yeah me and clare almost got
sent out of class by brother michael:/cause the stooopid

paper flew off the table and he said we did it on purpose:/

WE DIDNT.

geography.

we had the boobiest presentation):HOPE WE DID WELL

then we had settlement discussion.

join antonia and clare.we were like laughing and all.then

gerard had to join us.apparently.HE WAS SLACKING THE WHOLE

TIME.pfft.ahhahahaa.stupid guy didnt know what the hell he was

doing.CLARE GOT HIT IN THE 'NUTS' THATS WHAT MADE ME LAUGH

LIKE MADD.HAHA!((:

AFTER SCHOOOL.

ALL HAIL THE SEXAYYE HAIR:P PRODUCT OF ME AND GRACE!:DDDDDD

HAHAHA.BENJIII.WITH HIS BECKHAM HAIRSTYLE:P GRACE AND I HAD LOADS OF FUN CRAPPING!:DDD

2007-04-02T12:10:00.000+08:00

i was freaking forced to stay at home by my mum and the doctor):
i was like looking forward to going back to school today okay..
miss all my precious darlings!!and at first i was suppose to go
in the morning,then my mum started telling me that she wanted to bring me
to see another doctor regarding my cough.i was like telling her after school.
but then she didnt let me lor.so i changed into my uniform,and we went to
mount elizabeth.WAITWAITWAIT.saw doctor,got medicine.cant go school.
went paragon, ate orange julius, went marketplace got some food , home.
i'm missing school badly,all those whose been there for me.
i miss you guys really badly.I WANT TO BE HERE IN YOUR ARMS!
i love you guys:DDDDD

2007-04-01T15:48:00.000+08:00

hey!:D
i'm feeling muchmuchmuch better!(:
went to church today.sat with steph,tiara,nat,joan,annabelle
and the entrance steps until my mum chased me:/
then steph annabelle and i went to get the palm leaves.
AND WE HAD TO STAND IN FRONT OF THE ALTAR WITH THE KIDS.
heng we werent the only ones:D
after mass saw so many people that i havent really seen.
and james made illi's nice palm weaving thingy fall out and then she whacked his
head with it-.-poor james.
then went for lunch at wahiro:DANNEMARIE!wahiro!hahahah.
and now i'm home.

2007-03-30T10:34:00.000+08:00

another day stucked at home=/
went to the doc's last night, i got tonsilitis.
but i dont have to take out my tonsils:Dthank god!
my fever was like 39.9 before i went to see the doctor:/
it was nuts pwlease.then he gave me the following:
panadol.
cough syrup.
anti-biotic.
lozenges.
painkillers.
and i only took 2 panadol to reduce my fever.nuts.
mummy says i shouldnt take the rest.
my throat's quite bad though:/hope tat is doesnt worsen:D
thankew all you babes and hotties who smsed/tagged me to
show your concern:D love ya!
muacks.

2007-03-29T10:11:00.000+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i'm freaking sorry guys:/i couldnt go to school today):
last night my fever went up to 39.5 but now it has gone down:D
to 38.5.i'm feeling a little better(: but im feeling quite lethargic:/
hope i can go to school tomorrow.and i didnt go for reconciliation yesterday
night cause i wasnt feeling okay at all.probably going to queen of peace tonight.
if i'm feeling better:D

2007-03-28T10:37:00.000+08:00

i'm sick at home.but im going to school tmr(:
and i still have tuition later):and i've got penetential tonight in church.
i've done science and im gonna do the stupid chinese food research thingy.
which is the ultimate retarded work:/then im probably prepare for geog
presentation then watch a movie or sleep,or maybe i wont prepare geog:/
haiz,im feeling a little better le:Dbut then my throat is still killing me.
HOPE 8PCa WILL DO WELL IN THE TEEBALL COMPETITION?!
(:love you guys.clare darling i miss you!:X
COURTNEYKHENGYIN I ~~FUCKING~~ MISS YOU SO MUCH.
can i whack you?hehe.ILOVEYOUBABE!
still hope i'll get well by like tomorrow?:/
i love you!that was to all of you out there:DDD
cause there ain't no special someone
but my darling sexys(:hugs

2007-03-27T16:44:00.000+08:00

ohh crapshit.im sick:/
and i didnt go for RDA.i'm so sorry whoever had to take my place.
i owe that person a lot mann.so today during lunch there was teeball match.
the two grade7 classes.ms dana's class apparently won:D
congrats!:DDDD
hope i'll get well soon.i wanna go for maria's party this saturday,
and get my hair cut too.my throat is killing me.and the freaking on and off
fever.AHH!
~~FUCK~~i hate getting sick):
tmr 8PCa against 8JTo for teeball game!
goodluck all you PCaians tomorrow!make our class proud.
hope that i'll be able to go to skool tomorrow to support u all.
dont think i can play unless got miracle recovery.sry babes!
love you guys!:DDD
oh yeah today after schoo; was fun(:
played truth or dare.damn the guys are horny.FULLSTOP.
and then headed down to the field.watched them play teeball.
i tried once.then my mummy came.so had to go.
AND NOW IM AT HOME.need to rest soon:/
byeee.

2007-03-26T18:50:00.000+08:00

heyooo!(: sexayye.
ahh im like sick:/ got cough.
and a little fever.AND I HAVE RDA TMR):
i wanna go.most probably going to.unless i really dont feel well.
well..i got this new blog(:
http://www.sexayelove.blogspot.com
people please relink me:D thankew!
MUACKSMUACKS.
oh yeah and thanks to all those again who have made my life
great right now:D and im happy!!
i love you guys.sexyness:DDDD kiss